My domain expired today and was temporarily replaced by a porno site for a few hours while everything was sorted. Made me feel sick, not about the porn, but at the thought that I might have lost it, horrible, like swallowing a cinderblock.

I kinda wanted to build a piecemeal extension of myself on the internet. Like what I did, who I was would be automatically reflected on the site, not just the blog but the browsing history, bookmarks etc. Come so tied up in everything now it was as if a limb had been lopped off.

Don't ever leave me again baby.