It's kind funny how it's always far easier to see the solution to other people's problems than it is to see the solutions to your own. Don't misunderstand me, I don't mean this in the “mind-your-own-business” sense, I'm pretty free with the old unsolicited opinions myself, but instead that I wish I could reflect the same kinda clarity (overly-confident snap judgements) that exists for me with other people back onto my own life, or that someone I trust would just tell it to me straight— and also that I'd have the raw emotional capacity to follow their advice.

Who is gonna come along and sort out my shit for me? Unfortunately it's looking like there's only one grim option available, the unpalatable alternative of actually doing it for myself.

“Enough to kill a lesser man”; I sincerely hope that's what they write on my death certificate