Well I'm fucked up now
Posted on Fri Aug 17 23:29:00 UTC 2007
There's this girl. That I'm, you know, kinda into. Sometimes I wonder if I'm some kinda predator. She is seventeen, but I really enjoy how earnest, how honest she is. Kinda refreshing, a splash of cold water in a world gone lukewarm,, everything else seems; bathwater tepid.
Anyway, I find myself, accidental, wanting to make her feel good. It's a leetle bit crazy. Everything worthwhile is.
I'll tackle anything. I used to be, it must be said, a bit of a pussy. But then I learnt: dominate! destroy the competition. I learned how to fight. I learned how to win at shit, how to cause mischief and mayhem in the minds of my opponents. You can't just sit around, waiting for shit to come to you. Gotta reach out, grasp it, pull and wrench and twist and grab if necessary. You gotta take want you want from this world. I'm used to fighting and punching, I'm getting used to winning sweet jesus.
I want.
And goddamn it.
I want her.
Anyway, I find myself, accidental, wanting to make her feel good. It's a leetle bit crazy. Everything worthwhile is.
I'll tackle anything. I used to be, it must be said, a bit of a pussy. But then I learnt: dominate! destroy the competition. I learned how to fight. I learned how to win at shit, how to cause mischief and mayhem in the minds of my opponents. You can't just sit around, waiting for shit to come to you. Gotta reach out, grasp it, pull and wrench and twist and grab if necessary. You gotta take want you want from this world. I'm used to fighting and punching, I'm getting used to winning sweet jesus.
I want.
And goddamn it.
I want her.