Par for the course.
Posted on Wed Jul 11 19:27:00 UTC 2007
"I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched" -- Edgar Allen Poe
Before I went and had a platonic drink with Sass I had a few platonic drinks with myself. And when I got home I had a few more (strictly platonic) drinks completely and utterly alone, smiling slightly, toasting the horizon, you and me, me and you, both illusions. You know I really wish I had some opiates to wash this alcohol down. Now I do know I shouldn't mix them, but, ah, you see: everything is perfect, fuck everything.
I am slowly coming to the conclusion that I am a total freak, I don't know anyone that does the things I do, thinks the way I do -- or lives the way I do. It scares me. The threat of madness is always on my mind. I mean: seriously. Another beer? Sure buddy. Why not. You talked me into it. You twisted my arm. I mean: if you say so. Sure. Ok. You're subtle arguments leave me totally convinced. You smooth fucking talker you; charm the ice off an Eskimos cock you would, you'd sear closed the eyelids of stars with your brilliance.
I don't do this for attention. It would be awesome to be normal. It's very very hard. I thought this is what I wanted.
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DON'T TAKE YOURSELF SO SERIOUSLY YOU MOODY MOTHERFUCKER!
Before I went and had a platonic drink with Sass I had a few platonic drinks with myself. And when I got home I had a few more (strictly platonic) drinks completely and utterly alone, smiling slightly, toasting the horizon, you and me, me and you, both illusions. You know I really wish I had some opiates to wash this alcohol down. Now I do know I shouldn't mix them, but, ah, you see: everything is perfect, fuck everything.
I am slowly coming to the conclusion that I am a total freak, I don't know anyone that does the things I do, thinks the way I do -- or lives the way I do. It scares me. The threat of madness is always on my mind. I mean: seriously. Another beer? Sure buddy. Why not. You talked me into it. You twisted my arm. I mean: if you say so. Sure. Ok. You're subtle arguments leave me totally convinced. You smooth fucking talker you; charm the ice off an Eskimos cock you would, you'd sear closed the eyelids of stars with your brilliance.
I don't do this for attention. It would be awesome to be normal. It's very very hard. I thought this is what I wanted.
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DON'T TAKE YOURSELF SO SERIOUSLY YOU MOODY MOTHERFUCKER!